The new semester's going to begin this Monday. I'm quite crestfallen that it's ending too quickly, but I'm anxious to begin again - this time, I'm determined to not speak to anyone once the teacher starts talking. That means you too, Fafrina. ( = 3 = )
Hey, desperate times calls for desperate measures. I'm not very good at splitting my already short attention span, so it's important I make sure I understand each subject.
My grandparents are in the house - they're here to look after me and my sister since my mom got a new job and the maid's gone. I'm feeling a bit guilty for neglecting my duties to entertain their time, but what can I do? I'm getting more and more busy each passing day as I cram all sorts of info into my brain.
Yes, I'm finally starting to follow my study schedule. I'm hoping with time and great discipline, I would be able to catch up to where the smart students are. That also means you too, Fafrina. Musheeroom, if you're reading, I'm taking up your mom's challenge at being your competition in the academics field. I'll prove to be a potent opponent, I'll make sure of that so that one day, we could be sent of to Japan on the school exchange program.
Studying proves to be much easier when there's nothing to distract or pressure me. I dislike when people poke and force me to go read a book, so when I have the freedom of choice to study by my own will, it's much less of a burden. Also, a clean environment helps a lot.
Speaking of cleaning, I'm almost done with the cleaning of my room - which is quiet a huge surprise. Thanks to new storage space, I'm able to keep all my prized possessions without having it clutter my room.
Also! I'm taking up the Drawing Challenge from here.
It's been days since I started cleaning, and yet, my toxic dump-like room is still not sparkly clean yet - heck, it ain't even that much different from what it looked like before!
The way I clean just looks like moving the load of junk from one place, to another place and occasionally throwing out useless things that I don't need. But it's hard! I don't like throwing things away! I even have things from back when I was like, 10?
Call me a hoarder, but like I care! Actually, I do care... Each time I think of throwing something, I keep thinking that I'll lose a precious evidence for future references and that I'll regret a lot. It feels like there's a huge weight pushing me down each time I walk onto this thin line of "throw or not throw?".
Originally, I was thinking of finishing up today, BUT, I woke up a bit late... and did practically nothing.. > 3 >
The only thing I did today worth mentioning is finish reading Dr. Frost's latest chapter. Also, I saw a few pictures of Oresama Teacher. I don't remember where I left off, but there's so many chapters now. I don't know what to do anymore. (@ A @)
I mean, I'd love to read it cause it seems to have already shifted into a whole new direction that looks really interesting. But still, ah, I don't know...
Right now, preparing for school is the most important thing! I have to do that even if that means limiting manga and anime activities for a while! *tears* Anyways, before I end this rant(?), here's a really nice song sung by Ren - one of my fave Nico Nico singers!
