It's irking me. IRKING ME.

Everything is irking me.

 IRKING ME!

The exams are irking me, my room is irking me, my sister is irking me, I am irking me, THIS FONT IS IRKING ME.

Okay. Better.

I am feeling so very irritated at the moment, so stuffy too. I was fine mere minutes ago, all snuggled up in my comforting striped duvet, ready to study science for my exams tomorrow. But now. Now I am irked. I have been irked. I still am irked.

P.s. I love this word. Hahahahahaha ._.

I need another cold shower. 

Yesterday, when I was irked -more irked than today- I took a cold shower and went to bed. The next morning, my heart was cooled. I want to do that, but if I sleep, then when will I study? OR maybe you could study now instead of updating yer stupid blog. 

See? Now I am irking myself! My irked self is irking me. HEEEEELP.

My room is so stuffy at the moment, thanks to everything being moved into it because there are guests in the house - Tok Nyeh, my grandma, grandfather and my youngest aunt.

I like having them here, I really really do. HOWEVER. Why is my room the victim of all this junk! >A<

I have one more week to go before the exams are over and done. Until then, I don't want to see myself touch this computer. EVER. Lol, but there are other computers in the house.

I'm planning on devoting all my time to reading textbooks and reference books and making audio tapes out of them, then listening to them as I do other stuffs. Then complete every single one of the exercise books in the nearest bookshop. 

THEN. Once my PMR is over, I. Will. Do. EVERYTHING.

Oh look. I made this.

Click to enlarge.

 Sheesh. Mr. Narrator is so edgy. = 3 =


I shall flee now. Farewell, my lovelies.

Bai.

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Sigh

Guys, I'm feeling that I'm not going to be able to write anything remotely productive or at least something that makes sense for a while.  (´∩｀。)

I mean, look at a few of my latest posts - they're all full of gifs and don't contain much, really. But there's a reason to that, by the way. I'm trying to get rid of all the gifs that have been cluttering up my computer; I don't want it to go to waste after all those time trying to find them back in the days when I was actively stalking people on Tumblr, so I decided to put them to good use here in my blog. 

However, that is not the only reason why I'm taking a hiatus from blogging. I think that if I were to keep on blogging like this, I won't be able to focus on my studies. See, even though I am a big procrastinator and also very lazy, I'm not entirely stupid; I know that this exam matters a lot and will determine my future. I mean, if I don't get good grades on this exam, then I will lose any chance of getting into the science stream and be sent to the arts and literacy stream - which, by the way, is not bad or anything. It's just that I think that if I get into the science stream, I will have more options and am able to change streams if I want to; when you get sent into the arts stream, you can't really change unless you have watts of cash in your wallet - which I don't.

So, au revoir, my lovelies. Wish you well. And fear not, for I will return, probably, after the exams. Maybe after a while, I would post something to let you know how things are going. 

Until then, tata.

[end]

April's ending!

Sigh, it's been a full week since I've written anything. I afraid my blogging skills might rust at this pace.. -.-

This week was full of sporting events and plenty of other activities for me. 

We had our road-run practice on Wednesday and yesterday was the real deal. I didn't run, though. But what I DID do was help out at my club's stand. We sold two types of drinks (Ocean Blue - which was basically a mix of asam boi, lemons, and blue food colouring - and another drink which contained soya, bandung and cincau), keropok lekor and popias.

I think Ocean Blue was the culprit to what made my stomach so sick today. =A=

But! All went well yesterday. We sold everything! Including the 4 batches of our blue concoction. I got to play with this cute little boy while chilling around and selling things with a classmate and my clubmate. The fact that I didn't have to run a total of 5 kilometers was just a bonus. 

Got into a fight with Musheeroom... which would be considered normal.. but not this time. 
It's just that, I know I was wrong - and I admitted it! But she was screaming in my face, and I was confused and mad because of that, so I screamed at her, too, in the midst of the rainfall and crowd bustling for shelter. I don't handle things well when anyone yells or raises their voices with me. It's my weakness - unfortunately.

Now I'm tired emotionally and physically; emotionally, because of familial problems and because I was bothered by the fight with Musheeroom and a way to say "I'm sorry" without seeming stiff or awkward. Because I know that what I did was stupid, but at the same time, I feel somewhat a mixture of angering grief that she had to be so rough about it. I'm sorry, dammit!!

Huuh... whatever. Oh, and physically since I spent the entire day making triangle bases for the 3D origami piece that I'm working on. Planning on having it as part of the gubahan project that was subjected by my new uniformed units.

Ah, which reminds me! I dropped out of the fire brigade because I was so sick and tired of the drills we had to practice at EVERY SINGLE MEET and the fact that there was no other engaging activities other than burn in the sunlight.

But that's not the best part yet.

Even though I quit the brigade because I hate the drills, I joined my sport's team's marching team. WHAT.

From my last experience with the school's marching team - which I had acquired during my first year of high school - it's not very different from the drills I learn while in the fire brigade. So, why?!

Oh, and did I mention the fire brigade teacher is also the teacher for my sport's team, too?

Speaking of sports, the winner of the road run was team Jupiter - which is represented by the colour green.

Mars - Red. Mercury - Yellow. And finally, mine: Earth - Blue.

The few things that I like about being in the blue team is that the shirt is slimming. And I don't have to wear a singlet - unlike members of the Yellow team, aka, Fafrina. Muhaha.


Tomorrow's a school day. I haven't been to school for lessons since Wednesday.

 Didn't attend on Thurday because I had to help my mother translate her part of the apple product called Siri.. or something? Meh, I don't know. 

Spent the entire day, from the peak of dawn to near Midnight sitting in front of the computer screen, typing away like a zombie slave.

And then I convinced my mother I was in dire need of rest on Friday which resulted to my absence. Ehe.

Later that Friday, I went for a visit to the TTDI pasar malam with Fafrina, Musheeroom and a classmate of mine and her brother. We had a surprisingly great time. SURPRISINGLY. Fafrina gave me lots of food.. heheh. ( =w= )

Anyways, I'm off to complete the swan origami piece. And make something for my fungian-nicknamed friend. And do something about my stomach problems. And finish reading a piece of writing by a classmate of mine. And sleep. And hope that I will live another day tomorrow. And bye-bye.

[END]

  

Delays on the birthday posts

BTW, today's Lithuania's birthday! ^^

 (Source: Link)


I'm posting all of the birthday posts after my exams, I promise. With all my heart.

Look forward to these birthday posts:

•  Russia
• Mio-chan
• Gero
• Prussia
• Shizu-chan
• Luka megurine
• Greece
• Edward Elric
• Haruhi
• Japan
• Spain
• Lithuania

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More activities, more fun...?

Well, today in school, we learned nothing. Nada, hull, zero.

So, sometime after recess, I met two of my classmates who were in the Gamelan-playing squad(?). They're playing for the school's award ceremony but... the problem is, several students are going to receive the awards, so they were short on players. I volunteered to be a substitute, but I'm only playing until the guys receive their awards and come back.

I also joined the editing team for the school's year book. He (classmate) said they needed a fast-typer... guess who's gonna be the typer?  *nudge nudge*

All those years of typing, finally put to good use! Wahaha!

Today's koko was really fun. Yeah, we had to train in the middle of the Sun, but sometimes it was windy so it was alright - at least the light rain during the first hour cooled our area a bit. 

We had to do some pumping and jumping jacks (the 1-2-1, 1-2-2, 1-2-3, 1-2-4..etc.. kind which means that one is equal to three jumps. I can not pump. At all. I have never been able to and probably never will. = =

I won the BOTOL game! WHAHAHAHA!

First I won with my group, then with the finals of the other groups. I feel so proud *cries*

There's also the school's counseling prefect thing that I'm not sure what to call. It's a good way for me to earn marks for my koko, but I'm not sure if I could take up the responsibility. I mean, if I can't do it right, I might as well not do it at all. I wanted to give being a librarian another shot, but Fafrina-chan's really against it - for some reason. WHY?! T^T

It's not that I really wanted to be one, just that the way you make it seem like it would be the end of the world as we know it if I joined so I'm curious. And the sadist inside of me just wants to try and apply for the librarian thing just to go against you. 

Forgive me, I'm a bad person... = =;

I grant you permission to smack me in the face if I go beyond the limits of your tolerance. 
m( _  _ )m

And with all that's going around me - exams, oral test on Friday and still no topic, homework that is still uncompleted, a bedroom the condition of a natural disaster - I still haven't finished my debate homework. FRUK!

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So busy...

Aargh! Times are though, like seriously! 

I can't do anything much these days, and I MEAN IT. Why? Well, for starters, I just joined the English Debate Association in my school which means about two meetings per week. Plus that with my koko and music classes.

I still haven't found my English oral test topic and the debate homework on China and all that has to do with him is still yet to be done. Then there's all the posts that I'm putting on hiatus because of the exams that are coming up this March. 

Can you believe our exam is on a Saturday? The 3rd of March. I mean.... that's so cool!
I've never attended an exam on a Saturday before... = 3 =

Anyways, FYI, yesterday and the day before was Spain and Japan's birthdays. I drew a picture of them both but I've still yet to transfer them so that I could post. So in the mean time, these pictures would suffice... ^^

 (Source: Link)

(Source: Link)

Anyways, gotta go. I'm hungry and dinner is served.

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Busy, busy, busy.

Out of all these years, I think this year is one of the most - if not the most - busiest years I've ever gone through. Never imagined Form 3 to be this overwhelming.

I joined the debate club and the recycling comity, I'm trying to write a story for a competition, there's the English oral test coming up, exams are also coming up(-ish), I haven't finished my wood project, my room is a mess, there are no clean clothes because the washing machine broke down.

And there's so many posts that I'm working on. @A@
Please wait patiently for me to sort out things before I can post regularly. Oh, I wish time would pause for a few days. = =;


[End]

Transcribing audio is hard..!

I've been away from the Internet for a while now because of reasons. One of them, is that I had to help my mother with a project her office handed her. Well, to be exact, they didn't hand her the project - she volunteered for it. She heard "TRANSLATE" instead of "TRANSCRIBE". The problem was that her previous tasks in things like these was to translate the audio/files, not transcribe them. In fact, she has never transcribed anything (probably) in her life.


So, burdened by the heavy task, she seeks the help of her daughter (me). Now, I was busy enough with school and co-curriculum activities and homework (which I had yet to do). I declined because it was such a drag to do something like that. But then she mentioned the pay - RM350.


Don't get me wrong, I'm not a mercenary! (-ish) 
It's just that with all the ACG conventions that I've discovered, I need to save up money for me to go there. This is for my passion of my objects of interest! It's a must, I tell you!


Besides, what's wrong with wanting to earn money? At least I'm doing it the legal way. And it's for a (semi) good reason.


So I took up the offer. 


I thought it was a piece of cake by what my mother said. "Just write down what you listen"
But boy, was she wrong..


Transcribing audio messes your mind, screws your mentality, and ruins you in more ways than one. With some help from Musheeroom, after about 5 days of torture, the 2-hour long audio file was finally transcribed. I don't know what would happen if not for her help.


The audio had about 9 people having a discussion about car models and bla bla bla. I swear, I'm never buying any of the cars they mentioned. 
 

I repeated the audio file so many times that my insides were bubbling and I wanted to puke. Officially. Sick. Of cars. =A=

Somewhere halfway, I got kinda lazy so I did a half-assed job and just wrote whatever I heard without caring to recheck. But towards the end, I found out that I could, in fact, download the file and play it in window's media player. That made things one hell of a lot more easier so the transcription was better then. I didn't bother to recheck, though. Because I was already two days late. But I blame that on my mother's behalf of not telling me about the deadline. 


I don't know if I'm going to do something like this again anytime soon. Granted, the pay is high, but it takes precision and accuracy, commitment and dedication, focus and patience. All of which I'm not sure I posses. 

BUT! There was something good that came out from all the struggle!....

I'm going to Anime Fiesta! Woot!
With the Superpass at that! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Procrastination is bad, and I shall feel the wrath of it! ...Later.

Woah! I didn't notice how the time had flown by so fast. It's been like, a week since I've posted anything. I should feel bad now, shouldn't I? ( 0 3 0 )


Oh, but dear, what am I to do? For I am a busy person and there's nothing I can do to change that. Well... perhaps I could, but then I'd actually have to do something, and to be frank, that is not a very desirable option in my view.


Sigh, procrastination is a bitch. And I, am its pimp.


What the hell am I saying?!
That is so wrong in so many different levels. I am sorry, all. ( = _ =" )


A-NY-WAYSSSSS.


These days that I haven't been posting were due to the fact that somehow, people suddenly need me and my presence. Apparently.


I went to the birthday party of my ex-neighbour's (that is how I spell it so STFU) kid. 


He's a 5 year old boy who is very, very cute. And is also in a relationship with my kid sister, who is 6. Last year, they kissed a few times (on the cheek, you indecent pedo!) during some sort of party - I don't know, maybe it was a birthday party or something, I forgot. When his family moved away, my sister lost contact with him (even though they went to the same kindergarten). But since they've met, I think their relationship is further blooming. Though, it's completely platonic now and I'm pretty sure it's gonna stay that way.


And I was also forced to tag along with my mother a few days ago to help her with work stuff and whatnot. I didn't do much then, but hey, free Internet connection, so why the hell not?


I had to help out my Geo teacher again, this time, Musheeroom came along as well. We started working at about 9(-ish)AM and got next year's Form 2 classes all streamed up (whatever that means, I'm just BS-ing you right now). Got RM10 as a reward, woot! 


Then one of these few days, I went on a search for rollerblades. Why, you ask? Well, the fat on my tum, ass, thighs and whatever part of my body is not going to go away by itself ya know? (Though I would be fucking happy if it did.)


Also, I went to watch a movie or two and the rest of the 7-6(ish) days I've been absent were filled with me reading manga and watching anime. I'm on chapter 75(-ish) of Fairy Tail and somewhere in the 3rd volume of Blazer Drive.


I FINISHED DURARARA. OH HELL YEAH. 
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SERIES. SO MUCH. AND WHY AM I WRITING IN CAPITALS? stewpid meh   


So many things are going on and I'm just lucky that my head is still in place after being so dizzy for so long. And what's worse is that I got my period today. Oh, the joy.


Had to borrow Fafrina's sanitary pad so that I don't flood the Earth with blood. GEH.


Oh yeah, I'm at her house right now, using her TOSHIBA laptop and hogging her Internet. Yeay! She doesn't know I'm talking about her. But when she reads this, she probably will. 


Hahah, Fafrinaaa~~~! The air conditioning in your room is so cold right now. I feel like an iceberg. 


Apparently, she has a rabbit USB, and I have a panda USB. So we (kinda) match! Lol, not at all, git.


Right, I have completely lost the point of this post. Completely. =A=


Well, I'll just go and bug her now. She wants to sleep, but I shan't let her! MUAHAHAH >D


-END-

So many things to do...

...Let's not do any of them!

Yeah, that makes sense. That makes lots of sense. 

Too much sense, in fact. 

And then it'll be 'SENSE OVERLOAD!!'

Because there's too much sense.

Oh god, what am I saying? ( _  _ '')

Well, as I've said before, my finals are over and done, so that means I'm finally free to do what I want. That's the good part.

But!

The thing is, I want to do so many things that I just can't decide which one I'm going to do first. Which leads to me having to make a decision, which leads to me giving up because I ended up being too indecisive, which leads to me wanting to forget about it. Yeah, I like to run away and hide from my problems. It's my defense mechanism, deal with it. 

So, in the end, I usually end up doing something else that is completely useless, or something that I've done multiple times already. For example!

I was supposed to finish reading a whole bunch of mangas and novels, and also watch a shitload of animes. But because I couldn't choose where to start, I ended up watching 6-7 episodes of Personal Preference, a Korean drama that'll forever be one of my faves. 

Why was I watching a Korean drama? Well, it's like this, a few days ago, in order to distract myself from studying, I went and had a chat with my mom. At that time, I was feeling nostalgic about the old times before I found manga, when watching Korean dramas was my passion(-ish). So, I forced my mom to have a go with Personal Preference.

I showed her a few videos and tried to play the first episode. But then, her laptop gave a battery low warning, but my mom forgot to bring home her charger that she left at work, so we had to shut the laptop down. 

Today, she suddenly said to me, "Hey, let's watch the drama (bla bla bla - I forgot what she said)" and I agreed.

The only thing that I really wanted to do from my to-do/finish-list was read Fairy Tail. But I didn't make much progress. I only managed to finish one itty-bitty chapter. So now, I'm only at Chapter 15. How lame of me.

Geh. ( = A = )

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Finals are Coming Up!

Okay, so my finals start next Wednesday and I'm having a really hard time focusing. The school's being cool for doing this special schedule (let's call it that) for the kids so that they could prepare for the exam and do their revisions.

The schedule works like this... 

Instead of having the normal classes a day, which usually consists of 4-6 subjects and lasts for 35 minutes to at most, 1 hour 45 minutes per subject..., the kids will attend only 3 (on Fridays, 2) classes. The subjects in these classes vary and last for 1 hour 45 minutes per class. (I don't know why I bold-ed the words, but I like it!)


Whoever planned this thing is a genius. It's really helping me study and catch up with the class. But still, I don't think this is helping me enough. I'm still having troubles with a few topics. I'm thinking of going to the bookshop and buying a few books for references and exercises, but my mom is asleep and my dad is out shopping at Ikea with my siblings.

Yeah, they're still not talking. It's bothering me a lot. 
Sometimes when she waits for her laptop to load, she'd stare of into space with this longing look in her eyes and it hurts me. 
I told my besties a fraction of what's happening. But even before a could say more that 4 words, my eyes started to burn and I had another crying episode in class. I think no one saw (because I am a master of secretly crying!! Muahaha!) since I rested my head on the table and blocked my eyes with my forearm. 
It's a good thing that I usually manage to regain my composure quite quickly. I was joking around with my friends seconds after tearing up so I guess it was nothing serious.

Well, I'll just forget about that for now. I don't want to be all gloomy on a Saturday!(= 3 =)

^Check out this song. In my heart by My Favorite Highway. I am absolutely in love with it.
-END-

Oh, and wish me luck on my finals~!

Life is busy for an Otaku.

My back is hurting, my ass too. I've been sitting on this chair for far too long... =3=

I don't know why, but since I got back from the class on Wednesday (5th October), I've been out of sorts. I've been so tired lately.


I used to be able to stay up until dawn, but now, I'm already drowsy by 11PM. And I still get sleepy during the day. I mean, earlier this morning, I even took a 2 hour nap from 11AM-1PM.


With that sort of distraction, my manga reading/anime watching schedule got pretty messed up. But still, I managed to get some reading/watching done, thankfully. 


So far this week, I've only been able to finish these:

Rave Master (Vol. 6)
Sket Dance (Chap. 002)
No. 6 (Somewhere in Chap. 4 [I must restart this chapter])
Fairy Tail (Chap. 10)
Katakoi no Tsuki (Chap. 1)
Psyren (I've completed this a long time ago, I just felt nostalgic and read a few chaps)
Fairy Megane (Competed! :D)
TWGOK (Chap. 160)
Kagami no Kuni no Harisugawa (Chap 6)
Yankee-kun to Megane-chan (Chap 24)
My Sweet Honey? (Completed! :D)
Samurai Drive (Chap 2 [it looks like they haven't updated this since Nov 2010])
Yotsubato (Chap 2) 
Berserk (Chap 1)

Soul Eater (Ep. 18)
Ao No Exorcist (Ep. 2)
Working!! (Ep. 6, I think)
Nodame Cantabile Finale (Ep. 3 or 4, I forgot...)

I've found some interesting series that I might check out later:


Necromancer
Claymore
Gamaran
Beelzebub (I've started reading this, but I lost where I stopped =3=)
Arago
Belmonde le VisiteuR
KHR
Amatsuki
Akagami no Shirayukihime


D. Gray-man
Durarara
KHR (Anime)
A Channel (I actually watched an episode or two a few months ago, but I forgot so, yeah..)
Sket Dance (Anime)


I'm doing so well with the reading process, that's good...
But the thing is...
My finals are coming up soon... and I haven't read anything yet. =3=


I'm so dead.

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