Day 1: Draw a picture of yourself

Here's what I doodled:

Alright, so it's not a realistic portrait, but hey, it gives you a clue of what I look like. I used to have really long, wavy hair, but I cut it earlier this year as a symbol of letting go of what happened in the past - that I soon regret doing. So now, I have shoulder-length hair that's far more straighter than it had been last time. 


As you can see, my face is round, and my hair is tied into a ponytail - which is my usual hairdo (see, I'm no good at hair styling) when at home. I wear a hijab outside, though. 

[end]

No Internet all day

The computer in my house is going whack. So's the Internet connection. 

So today, I mainly doodled, read and wrote my second Hetalia fanfic. (Not finished yet, though! ><) 

Here are the lazy sketches. I'm getting more used to the pen, so it looks better than my previous doodles.

  

I made a more wild-haired version of the girl here:

 Which version do you like better?


[End]

It's irking me. IRKING ME.

Everything is irking me.

 IRKING ME!

The exams are irking me, my room is irking me, my sister is irking me, I am irking me, THIS FONT IS IRKING ME.

Okay. Better.

I am feeling so very irritated at the moment, so stuffy too. I was fine mere minutes ago, all snuggled up in my comforting striped duvet, ready to study science for my exams tomorrow. But now. Now I am irked. I have been irked. I still am irked.

P.s. I love this word. Hahahahahaha ._.

I need another cold shower. 

Yesterday, when I was irked -more irked than today- I took a cold shower and went to bed. The next morning, my heart was cooled. I want to do that, but if I sleep, then when will I study? OR maybe you could study now instead of updating yer stupid blog. 

See? Now I am irking myself! My irked self is irking me. HEEEEELP.

My room is so stuffy at the moment, thanks to everything being moved into it because there are guests in the house - Tok Nyeh, my grandma, grandfather and my youngest aunt.

I like having them here, I really really do. HOWEVER. Why is my room the victim of all this junk! >A<

I have one more week to go before the exams are over and done. Until then, I don't want to see myself touch this computer. EVER. Lol, but there are other computers in the house.

I'm planning on devoting all my time to reading textbooks and reference books and making audio tapes out of them, then listening to them as I do other stuffs. Then complete every single one of the exercise books in the nearest bookshop. 

THEN. Once my PMR is over, I. Will. Do. EVERYTHING.

Oh look. I made this.

Click to enlarge.

 Sheesh. Mr. Narrator is so edgy. = 3 =


I shall flee now. Farewell, my lovelies.

Bai.

[end]

 

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING. BLRUGAKJSDLK.

Now I know that it has been waaaaaay more than nine days since I did the 10 day challenge, but hey. I warned you that I might not complete it in one go. *shrugs*

Dug around my gif folders and here is what I found:

Don't. Ask.

 To sum it all up in words, my life is unusual. It is quirky, it is weird. But it is mine.

AND SO. I SHALL LEAVE NOW. GOODBYE.

[END]

Hachimitsu to Kuroba

Also known as Honey and Clover.


I finished it. I finished watching Honey and Clover | and ||.

 
 Now I don't have anything to look forward to. 

(Source: Link to the most awesome site of awesome)



I don't want to do anything anymore.

Let me write about this later.

Bye.

 end
 

The Camera - A short story based on my sister.

Please don't take this seriously.

Once upon a time, there was a girl. 

She was walking casually when her eyes caught sight of a camera.

(Source: Link)


The person holding the camera asked her to pose. And so she did.

(Source: Link)



She asked the person if she could hold the camera to see her picture and the person said okay. But when the person asked for it back, she said no.

 (Source: Link)



Then she ran away. With the camera. The person was left, sad and alone without her camera.

(Source: Link)



The girl ran until she found her elder sister who was in front of her computer, blogging. She made her sister pose and so she did.

 (Source: Link)


But when the girl pressed the capture button, the flash went off, making her sister cringe and squint.

(Source: Link)



After the picture was taken, the girl walked away, leaving her sister blinded and confused.

While walking, the girl fell.

The camera broke due to the fall.

(Source: Link)



The girl was shocked.

And sad because she had no camera to play with anymore.

The sobbing bothered her elder sister who was blogging. The sister could not focus.

But she took care of the teary diversion easily.

 

Then, she continued typing away on her keyboard, happily blogging about who knows what.

THE END!

The moral of the story is:

Never steal others' things. It's bad. [The End.] 

 

Chilling.

Finally finished my Geography folio project and I swear, I'm not going to think about it anymore. This is enough. I don't even care anymore. >A>


Now that I have a slight lift of a load of my shoulders, decided to scroll through the land known as tumblr.


Oh, but wait...


All my bookmarks have vanished ever since my father upgraded the computers in the house. 

Great.

It's a good thing I kept a few links in a draft post of mine! =w=
Speaking of draft posts, I have 88 of them. What? .-.


Here's something cool I found:

(Source: Link)


Mine is: Kaze no Stigma Shika.


Dear of the Wind - that's pretty cool. (⊙△⊙)


Fafrina's is: Kiri no Fukurou. Guess what that means? (  = 3 =)
Mine's cooler, though. Hahah.


Musheeroom's is: Ki no Niwatori. From what I know, "ki" means tree. But whatever. >.>


So, what's yours?

[end]

Random questions from my sister's tumblr.

Cross out all you have done:

Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars. (Miniature scars from either falling, or scratching.)
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance. (Sometimes)
I have/had braces. (retainers)
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something. (Purposely or what?)
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel
I’ve been to Florida.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Ottawa
I’ve been to the Caribbean.
I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city. (Back when I was a kid and had to show directions to my house)
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star. (It was too fast T^T)
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.(As a kid)
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (No, but I want to)
I’ve slapped someone. (Very "gently" to wake them up)
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car. (Does a toy one count?)
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something. (Don't remind me.)
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone. (Define prank.)
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law. (Define law..)
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death
I’m afraid of dying. (It's more of an anxiety)
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before. (I was 8. But it's not because I wanted to do it. I was just wondering how and why. Blame TV!! And my overactive thoughts.)
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga. (Not obsessed... More like overly a fan of.)
I collected comic books. (I don't collect. But I used to buy.)
I own a lot of makeup.(Does my lip balm and powder count?)
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie. (I don't even know what that is..)
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing low key. (No, but THAT WON'T STOP ME! HAHAH! ._.)
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (My aunt once stole their chilli bottle, though.)
I open up to others easily. (If they're nice.)
I watch the news occasionally or always. (Only when it's about the news on NK)
I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair. (Once upon a time ago, when it was long...)
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well. (Define well..)
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
I would wear pajamas to school. (My PJs are appropriate, so it's cool.)
I like Martha Stewart. (I don't dislike her ._.)
I laugh at my own jokes. (= 3 = yes.)
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (Once, in Art.)
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (No, I know what I want to do (take care of my family and future husband and kids), it's just that what do I do before that is the question..)
People
..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
..called me fat. (In grade school. Cuz I was chubby.)
..say I’m skinny.
..have said I’m ugly.
..have said I’m pretty.
..have spread rumors about me.
..force me to eat.
..say I eat too much.
..say I eat too little.
Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise. (Define exercise)
I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before. (When I was in grade school)
I’ve run away from home. (Yes. Ran all the way to my grandma's house not half a mile away.)
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.
Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits. (Does benefits include origami paper? Btw, Fafrina, thank you!! Aha.)
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. (My neighbor's cat.)
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back. (My neighbor's other cat)
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
I regularly drink.  (WATER!)
I can’t swallow pills
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge. (Yes, when I was 9. A childish one, but one nonetheless.)

[END]

Current interests.

I got home unexpectedly late. So this is the last post of the day. I'm saving the review for Saturday. (^v^)b

It is known that I am somewhat of an otaku to some degree. I like manga and anime. However, due to this year being my exam year, I haven't visited mangafox in months. But today, because I had time to spare today, I made a quick trip to the site and found myself an interesting series.

It's a webtoon called, 'Dear Only You Don't Know'. Up to now, there's only 2 chapters translated. But so far so good. Recommended for those in dire need of something to lighten up their day.

Off the Internet, I have another thing to distract my mind from stresses of the real world. Reading. Since I've finished the Hunger Games trilogy, I started to read another book by Judith McNaught, Something Wonderful. It's going great, and I recommend it to historical romance lovers.

Speaking of reading, I have some sort of problem. When I read a series, my monologue and writing style tends to be shaped after the book I read. So when I read another book, my writing style alters into a different one halfway and it gets messy. For example, there's this piece I'm working on while I was still reading the hunger Games trilogy. But when I finished and started reading Judith McNaught's piece of fiction, I find that the aura has changed into something similar to what McNaught did. When will I ever find consistency?!

Oh, back to the topic. The only other new interest that I've picked up recently is origami. I've never had nimble hands or fine craftsmanship, but for some reason, I just love folding and creasing papers into the art of origami. It calms my being and makes me feel comfortable. As proof, I've already made close to ten of the same pieces repeatedly. I think it's my new self-relieving technique. 

Anyways, it's lights off now. As much as I'd hate to let the night pass, I need my rest. It's a pity to let this precious free time I have now be used to sleep and then morning will come and sweep me off to another mundane day at school... But as I've said before and will continue saying again, c'est la vie. 

Goodnight. [end]

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Here are a few of them.. :]

1) An old friend way back from kindergarten

I remember having a few awesome friends back in kindergarten. The most prominent memories I have in kindergarten mainly revolves two girls, and five boys - one of them being him. He was the most likable out of the five guys and was closer to him than the others - in the most sibling-like manner. He was like the brother I never had and acted more less like it. He was a winsome lad and remained untainted until the last time I saw him when we were 10. I remember the last day of school that year - also the last year I went to that school - and he and his mother waved and smiled goodbye at me as I walked past their car on my way home. Yes, I knew his mom - we were THAT close, haha. But the sad part is that I don't even remember his name anymore... :<

2) Fafrina

 As you probably would have noticed from all the mentions of her (and Musheeroom) in a lot of my posts that she has a big role in my life story. We didn't hit off straight away when we met, rather, it came as kind of a surprise to both parties that we'd be this close. She's mainly the only person I could really be myself and/or talk about feminine things (both present and future) and joke with without getting weird stares and forced laughter. Even though we came from different beginnings in the start, I can't imagine not being friends with her the way I am now. *cheesydesuka?*

It's a bit awkward saying this since I know she'll be reading it.. heheh..

3) Musheeroom

 Another bestie from my miniature list of friends. I've been in the same class as her since both of us stepped into this place. This year would be the fifth year. She's the one I have heated and (sometimes)irrational debates with. We argue about the most redundant of redundants (does not make sense, btw). We have different tastes in males, but compliment each others' choices very well. For example, I love Dante, whereas she likes his brother, Duncan; I love Shizuo, while she loves his brother, Kasuka. We will never clash. Unless it's for Zachary Benedict, the hottest man you will ever hope to find in a book. Period.

4) Tok

 She's my paternal grandmother. I love my grandmothers equally. But she stirs more emotions in me and much easier, too. I don't know why - maybe because she looked after me when I was little when my parents had to work. She's old now, older than my maternal grandfather even! I want to spend more time with her.

5) My uncle (whom I thought was a neighbor/cousin)

Don't know why, but he popped into my mind. I guess I don't mind putting him in the list.. See, when I was a kid, we always played together whenever I visited my maternal side of the family in Kelantan. We were like best friends, really. He was older by a year. I found out later when I was older that he was actually my uncle which came into a huge shocker. Since then, I haven't really uttered a single word or made eye contact with the guy. He's grown up now and so have I. We moved on, but the memories were fun. Thnks Fr Th Mmrs!

 [end]

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Hm. Wait, lemme think...


1) My grandmother (fraternal side):

I'd just like to say to her that I love her and miss her a lot. Last time I went and visited her, it was really fun. I wanted to call her a few days after that, but I felt too shy to do so. I miss the olden days where I could show my affection with ease.

2) A-chan (an old friend from OtakuZone):

I want to say to her that it was really nice to have met you and that I'm sorry for my sudden disappearance from the site. I want you to know that it was a pleasure to have been friends with you and that may our awesome army reign supreme! And by the way, how's Joe doing? xD

3) My only male cousin of the same age:

To him, I'd probably say something about his vast changes during puberty. I still can't believe how his voice sounds like. It seems like just yesterday we were playing together in each others' front porch, and having arguments on how Ultraman is pronounced. I miss those days and feel a bit melancholic each time I see a picture of all of us back in the day.

4) A friend of mine when I was 10:

If I had the chance to talk to her, I'd probably keep quiet about this... I'd say that I appreciate your friendship while it lasted and I'm sorry that I didn't turn out to be the girl cool enough to be your friend. It would have been better if you had told me straight to the face how you felt, and not stab me behind the back when I'm not looking. All in all, it was great having you beside me during the short time that we were friends.  

5) My old neighbour who moved to another state:

I'd mention to her how much fun it was going to her house and played together as we did when she was here. I'd thank her for all the precious moments we shared, and for sticking by me even when I knew I was a bit... off? It was really unfortunate to have you move.. each time I pass your empty ex-house, I get reminded of our times together which I'll treasure always.

6) The person who planned our History Folio project:

I'd like to say to you, mister, that you have chosen the wrong topic. I'd like him(or her) to know that the project is too hard and virtually impossible for most kids. Have you not have any idea how we are? We are kids, and the people we need to meet are most likely against the idea of wasting their time on our flippy-dippy interviews.

7) Another old friend who left when I was 9:

If I were the same person I was a few years ago, I'd have raged about how you left without telling me anything and about you not keeping our promises. But now that I'm older - therefor, wiser?- I feel like laughing. Our claims on how we'd go to the same school and work at the same places and how we would sacrifice everything in order to make that happen were all too outrages that I could burst into a fit of giggles right this moment. You were a real great friend. Even though you went away, abandoning me and our 3-year friendship without word, I forgive you. But you still owe me RM3!

8) Amonderevex:

To Amon, I want to thank a million thanks for all the things you've done to us utattemita fans. You had posted videos of great quality and allowed us to enjoy the pleasure of listening to our favourite singers with such an easy click of a button. It was great having you around. You deserve the tittle as one of the best YouTuber in my heart. Good luck in your life and I wish you your success. :)

9) Dante (PDSKabushikiGaisha):

Dante!! Why did you bleach your hair?! T^T
I loved your regular brown hair that fits you perfectly... And it's not so much that I'm displeased by your now blond hair, it's just that you bleached your eyebrows (eye hair xD) too! Now you look like you have no eyebrows! *^*
But even with all that, I still love you and respect your decision... BUT WHY?!

10) My neighbour who lives two doors away from mine:

To you, I'd ask how much you know. I mean, I know you know about what I knew you knew ever since 2 years back. I'm still suspicious whether or not you have told people or not and why. Also, I know you know a whole lot about me and my habits (singing in the shower and fangirling - squeals and extreme giggling) and I'd appreciate if you didn't pay attention to those. And another thing, please refrain from bringing your friends to your house. It makes me feel awkward when I have to leave the house and restricts me from fangirling and/or singing aloud.  

[END]

I Feel Bland.

Today was a real fun day. But for some reason, I'm feeling as if I've fallen in an abyss of apathy. I don't want to talk or think, my appetite is lost and I don't know what I want to do. My head is blank and I feel absobloodylutely terrible. 

Usually in times like this, I'll take a warm bath and take some time to recollect and soothe my nerves. Unfortunately, it turns out that the water supply is out so we need to be extra careful and use as little as we can. 

So to get my mind out of this, I'd like to just answer some questions I found on tumblr. It's actually a 10-day meme thing, but whatever. I don't really care to follow rules anymore. 

Here are the questions found from here:

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Each time I finish one, I'll link it. Might not be able to do it ten days straight, though. *shrugs*

[end]

O Hai Gaiz...

Yay fer internet speakz.

Found this in the depths of my gif folders. Herp derp.

 ...

Mornin' everyone!

Bah, it's 9 in the morning at the moment. I ate my breakfast and read another chapter of Perfect. FINALLY! They met! 

Anyways, before I go take a bath and start my day officially, I just want to post a couple of vids I took yesterday when I was drawing Kid. I find it interesting how I look like I know what I was doing even though I was clueless and just improvising.

They're a bit long since I couldn't time-lapse them in Windows Movie Maker because they weren't in supported files. Behold!


Sketching:

[Pics!]

 

Outline and colouring:

Finished product!:

 

I'm off to shower! Bye~

[END]

March Test is finished. Yay!

Finished the last of all the papers liek 5 hours ago. Woot!

When I got home, there was no lunch and so I made a whole batch of french toast. 

Lol, I kid... XD

 (Link: Source)

Ate a bit too much of them so I didn't eat lunch. 

Then after that, I spent some time on YouTube since I was in no condition to read Perfect, Judith McNaught's novel. My head feels so heavy. This sickness. IS SHET.

I'm off to take a nap. Tata?

[End]

Studying...

It's so hard..! That's what she said

Okay, ew. Hahah. = =;

Ehm, yesterday was a lazy day. I finished reading Until You, a novel by Judith McNaught, aka, Fafrina and my mother's favourite author. Then I proceeded to lie down and do virtually nothing. 

Later the afternoon, I got bored and convinced myself to let me post something with the excuse that I'm studying English for Wednesday's exam. So, for the rest of the day, I jumped from site to site as I "studied" English.

Part 4 will be out... sometime soon, I hope. Dealing with a lot of activities these days, so blogging will be limited. *shrugs*

The good news is that after my exams - which end by Friday, by the way - finish, it's school holidays for me! Yay! One whole week of pure nothingness.

And yet, I still have to study because of the PMR exam I'm taking this year. Oh, the joy.

Most probably, I won't be doing anything remotely close to fangirling activities. But c'est la vie.

Egad! It's 3PM! Where did the time go! 0A0
I must leave. Farewell~ 

[end]

Tomorrow's my exam.

Click to play

Oh, shit.

[end]

Random post is random.

It pleases me that Musheeroom can do this:

 That is all. [end]

Such luck!

The iPad's fixed! Yay! (´∇ﾉ｀*)ノ

Well, actually, it wasn't even broken in the first place - the charger was. So my mother bought an iPhone charger (since the iPad chargers were out of stock) and so our problem was fixed! It charges really slowly though...

With the iPad all charged up, the apps are all good to go. I was bored around noon and got to doodling on the SketchBookPro. I haven't been using it for some time, so it looks weird.

 As you can see, there's a sort of chicken/bird peeking at the bottom of the right-hand side. He's the same little fella from here. Ahaha, I'm having too much fun drawing 'em. Also, yay for rosy cheeks! (o⌒．⌒o)

-eND-

Days of The Week - A poem (?)

Mondays are mundane,

So students go insane. 

Tuesdays are fairly tedious,

Us kids learn 'bout the radius.

Wednesdays are woeful,

 No sleep thus we look awful.

Thursdays are thriving,

The weekends are arriving.

Fridays are festive and free,

School ends, and we all smile with glee.

Saturdays are superb,

 Pesky homework, don't disturb

And Sundays are short,

As is the nose of Voldemort.

  
-end-