Day 1: Draw a picture of yourself

Here's what I doodled:

Alright, so it's not a realistic portrait, but hey, it gives you a clue of what I look like. I used to have really long, wavy hair, but I cut it earlier this year as a symbol of letting go of what happened in the past - that I soon regret doing. So now, I have shoulder-length hair that's far more straighter than it had been last time. 


As you can see, my face is round, and my hair is tied into a ponytail - which is my usual hairdo (see, I'm no good at hair styling) when at home. I wear a hijab outside, though. 

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All's well then ends well.

Well. Yesterday definitely did not go as planned.

After my exams, the agenda for my day was to have a quick visit to C2AGE at Tropicana Mall to buy things.

However, it turns out that the stalls won't be there until today and tomorrow. 

So, dissapointed with myself for not looking for further information, I went and visited Borders and got a few books.

Then we went down again because we saw more cosplayers arriving. Took pictures and then my mind wandered over to the section right near where the cosplayers were hanging. The place sold so many cool stuffs imported straight from the land of the rising sun - Japan. 

We. Bought. A. Lot.

Then we ate Papa John's pizza and left. The end.

Though, the day was a bit of a bummer since I didn't get to watch the most anticipated episode of Secret Garden on TV - the one where they switch bodies. Sigh, that on was the most disappointing thing I had this week. 

 Also, why is it that studying is so haaaaaaaaaard?! TAT

It kills a little bit of me every time.

Exams end on Thursday, though. Yaaaaaaaay!


END.

Japanese snacks.

Yesterday I went to Tropicana City Mall for different purposes, and came back home with different choice in merchandise. Huh.

Allow me to explain with presence of graphic evidence.

Visit to Borders~!

I was never quiet as big a fan of books and literature until I became friends with Fafrina. That girl makes me like EVERYTHING she likes. Except for my mother's vanilla cupcakes. ._.


So anyway, we (my mother, sisters and aunt - of course with my presence included) trotted into Borders. Because really, who doesn't like bookshops?

The thing I like about Borders is that they have a wide range of really wonderful and awesome and fantastic books.

Oh, and there was a sale at the time, too!

"But 1, get the 50% off the second!" the sign and sticker said.

Thus, with that, I went out on a search for books with the aid of Fafrina thanks to the WhatsApp in my mother's phone.

Here's what I bought.

Great books = priceless.

As coincidental as it may be, Musheeroom wanted this, too.

I really think that the guy on the left is a goodlookin'.

My sister bought Hunger Games related books (with the same promotion, so I can't say anything about that):

I was the one who found the Tribute Guide one.

My youngest sister bought two Geronimo something books. You know, the one about posh rats? I used to read them.. very addicting.

Bought this book for Fafrina!:

Blocked the price tag. Muahaha, Fafrina. :P

Also, here's the unwrapping video of the book. I thought Fafrina might want to check it out.

That is all for now.


Tata.




[end]

It's irking me. IRKING ME.

Everything is irking me.

 IRKING ME!

The exams are irking me, my room is irking me, my sister is irking me, I am irking me, THIS FONT IS IRKING ME.

Okay. Better.

I am feeling so very irritated at the moment, so stuffy too. I was fine mere minutes ago, all snuggled up in my comforting striped duvet, ready to study science for my exams tomorrow. But now. Now I am irked. I have been irked. I still am irked.

P.s. I love this word. Hahahahahaha ._.

I need another cold shower. 

Yesterday, when I was irked -more irked than today- I took a cold shower and went to bed. The next morning, my heart was cooled. I want to do that, but if I sleep, then when will I study? OR maybe you could study now instead of updating yer stupid blog. 

See? Now I am irking myself! My irked self is irking me. HEEEEELP.

My room is so stuffy at the moment, thanks to everything being moved into it because there are guests in the house - Tok Nyeh, my grandma, grandfather and my youngest aunt.

I like having them here, I really really do. HOWEVER. Why is my room the victim of all this junk! >A<

I have one more week to go before the exams are over and done. Until then, I don't want to see myself touch this computer. EVER. Lol, but there are other computers in the house.

I'm planning on devoting all my time to reading textbooks and reference books and making audio tapes out of them, then listening to them as I do other stuffs. Then complete every single one of the exercise books in the nearest bookshop. 

THEN. Once my PMR is over, I. Will. Do. EVERYTHING.

Oh look. I made this.

Click to enlarge.

 Sheesh. Mr. Narrator is so edgy. = 3 =


I shall flee now. Farewell, my lovelies.

Bai.

[end]

 

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

I AM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING. BLRUGAKJSDLK.

Now I know that it has been waaaaaay more than nine days since I did the 10 day challenge, but hey. I warned you that I might not complete it in one go. *shrugs*

Dug around my gif folders and here is what I found:

Don't. Ask.

 To sum it all up in words, my life is unusual. It is quirky, it is weird. But it is mine.

AND SO. I SHALL LEAVE NOW. GOODBYE.

[END]

What happened this week?

Just a post to relieve me of stress. 

This week on Monday, a friend of mine - Sarah - helped me complete my electronics project to which I am indebtedly grateful for. However, I didn't get to properly check whether or not the project was a success because the battery provided for testing had run out of power whiiiiich was a bummer. ;-;

 Then the next day, which is Tuesday, another friend of mine -who has the same name as my mother, by the way - accidentally burned her fingers while we were doing a science experiment in the lab. She touched the test tube that was still hot after being heated with the bunsen burner. She handled the situation very well though, you couldn't even tell that she was in pain if not for the occasional "aah"s she sounds whenever something touches her fingers. They look like they're getting better, though.

On the same day, we had our music lessons and after almost an hour of not really getting anything, Sarah - the friend who helped me with my electronics project - taught me French! Well, not everything about the language; just a few words and simple sentences. 

For example, "Commons tu t'appel?" she said it means "what is your name?". And the answer is, "Je m'appel [Name]." 

And then there was, "le cole" or something like that meant the school. "Poulet" means chicken and "pain" means bread. 


So that's another language I'm adding to languages I'm learning, along with Japanese, Arabian and German. :)


Then yesterday, my second primary school had its 10th anniversary. I went to the carnival and had pretty much a blast.


Today, family members have flooded my house. All of my mother's siblings are here and they brought their babies! Yay! 


Tok Nyeh is back, btw.


[END]

Hachimitsu to Kuroba

Also known as Honey and Clover.


I finished it. I finished watching Honey and Clover | and ||.

 
 Now I don't have anything to look forward to. 

(Source: Link to the most awesome site of awesome)



I don't want to do anything anymore.

Let me write about this later.

Bye.

 end
 

Head. Is. Hurting.

Since I have done my fair share of learning this evening, it wouldn't be wrong for me to post something, no?

So try guessing what time it is at the moment.

9PM? 10PM? Hah. Wrong. 

It's 3 in the morning.

I have just finished helping my mother bake cupcakes and also finish decorating a gift for a friend's birthday. BUT I CAN'T SLEEP.

My head is throbbing, yet my eyes won't close. So the solution is for me to blog? What.

Okay, I'm sorry, I'm not making any sense - I AM sleep deprived after all.

Oh, and by the way, my mother's new chocolate cupcake recipe rocks. So much.

Made a card for my friend using my origami papers. I might sound a little bit full of myself when I say this, but I think it really looks nice. Muahaha, I, the not-so-master of origami and arts have done it yet again. Though it took me hours to decide what to do. And yet, the finished product is fairly plain and simple. Not to mention my writing inside the card ruins the beauty of it. -_-

Bah, whatever. I think she will like it.

Probably.

Oh my, I have school tomorrow at 7. If I sleep now, I probably have 3 more hours of sleep - if my mathematical and estimating skills prove decent.

Wait! I've figured out why I can't sleep.

It's because my routine is not completed! I have not brushed my teeth! BRB.

Goodnight!!!111noobwhatever. ._.

[End]

Okay, just one more post! ( = 3 =)

Argh, the temptation! I must learn to resist this. Later.

Alright. So I'm sure you have heard the song Boyfriend by Justin Bieber, correct? I've heard it so many times - courtesy of the males in my class who are always singing it - that I have never searched for the song online but already know each and every one of the lyrics. Which, I might say is fairly easy since the song practically repeats a lot of time. A lot.

The music video.

First off, let me just say that I have never been a fan OR a hater of Mr. Bieber here. Though, I have been guilty of making jokes about him - completely harmless ones that mean nothing whatsoever. 

I do, however have a few of his songs in my playlist for some reason that I don't know. ._.

There was this video in my suggestion box and I clicked it just because. 

He sure has changed since the last time I saw him which was on mistletoe, I think. His voice, style, everything! 

In fact, I might just say that he does look a bit handsome in the video above with his new haircut that makes him look so much more mature. I'm sorry for ever questioning your like, Adrna ( a classmate)

He still has that habit of repeating a lot of parts, but so do other artists nowadays, so I can't blame him. But I will admit that the part where he goes all high pitched, "I'd like to be anything you want etc, etc" is really nice. I like, surprisingly.

I guess this marks the end of the old Bieber and hello to the new and much more improved version. Aaand also, why am I blogging about Bieber? ._.

[End]

Today is English study dayyy~

Have I told you of my studying schedule?

No?

Well I am now.

For my PMR exams, I have a total of 8 subjects that I have to take. I have counted and divided each subject and all their topics into one subject per day for everyday until a few days before my trials.

Below is the chosen order of subjects I made:

1. History.
2. KH (A subject that is a mix of home ec, electronics, woodworks and in my case, commerce and business. It sounds cool the way I say it, but it's a pretty normal subject. IMO).
3. Agama - Islamic Studies.
4. Science.
5. Geography.
6. Malay.
7. Maths.
8. English.

So after every eight days, I get to post a blogpost or update my works on 'zilla without feeling guilty.

Also, I'm helping Fafrina improve on her English skills and in return, she's teaching me Malay. Our classes are on every Friday at her house. 

This week's lesson will be how to write letters. She will write a letter to me in English and I will reply in Malay. Good idea, no?


Oh, and btw, so far everything is going splendidly in my household; Tok Nyeh is so awesome. Though, I still haven't completely gotten myself used to talking to the elderly. 

I iz confused. Much like this mucho cute baby.

I'm off now, bai-bai.

[end]

What the hell am I doing again?

Folks, let me tell you a tale about a girl.

Now, this girl, she is a fairly ordinary teen - average height, average weight, average looks, average brains, average manners, average family, average skills, average social abilities. She is so average that if she were to have a middle name, then there would be a very high possibility for her middle name to be, Average. 

While Ms. Average here might have average brains, she does not like to sharpen it with things that she is supposed to. For example, if in school she needs to know of when the Brits  lost to the Japs in the Malayan land, instead, she prefers spending her time learning about the parts of the brain and what does it do, and also origami techniques. She prefers to read and write a language that is not even her own, despite having her tongue absolutely hating said language and strongly preferring its native language.

One thing that might as well be labelled as the death of her is her most beloved activity - blogging.

Her love for blogging conquers her and her entire being. It invades her brain and seizes her mind. Her mind then coaxes and cajoles her with different sort of engaging and interesting ideas until she is forced to yield and surrender.

This girl is in dire need of rescue from the clutches of evil procrastination. She needs to be rid of the haunting need to write, be it her thoughts or pieces of works.

I mean it's not like their any good anyways. /shots.

She has a deadline. A time limit. Before the clock strikes, she must save herself.

Else, her future, her present, everything. 

Will be destroyed and detonated. 

Shredded and severed.

Collapsed and crushed.

Buried and burnt.

What she needs to do is not easy.

It is very challenging and acquires help from the people around her. Help she is not sure she could obtain.

What she needs to do, 

Is study.

Like, now.

Or else, she'll fail her PMR.

BUT I DON'T WANT TO! TAT

[END] 

 

The Camera - A short story based on my sister.

Please don't take this seriously.

Once upon a time, there was a girl. 

She was walking casually when her eyes caught sight of a camera.

(Source: Link)


The person holding the camera asked her to pose. And so she did.

(Source: Link)



She asked the person if she could hold the camera to see her picture and the person said okay. But when the person asked for it back, she said no.

 (Source: Link)



Then she ran away. With the camera. The person was left, sad and alone without her camera.

(Source: Link)



The girl ran until she found her elder sister who was in front of her computer, blogging. She made her sister pose and so she did.

 (Source: Link)


But when the girl pressed the capture button, the flash went off, making her sister cringe and squint.

(Source: Link)



After the picture was taken, the girl walked away, leaving her sister blinded and confused.

While walking, the girl fell.

The camera broke due to the fall.

(Source: Link)



The girl was shocked.

And sad because she had no camera to play with anymore.

The sobbing bothered her elder sister who was blogging. The sister could not focus.

But she took care of the teary diversion easily.

 

Then, she continued typing away on her keyboard, happily blogging about who knows what.

THE END!

The moral of the story is:

Never steal others' things. It's bad. [The End.] 

 

Chilling.

Finally finished my Geography folio project and I swear, I'm not going to think about it anymore. This is enough. I don't even care anymore. >A>


Now that I have a slight lift of a load of my shoulders, decided to scroll through the land known as tumblr.


Oh, but wait...


All my bookmarks have vanished ever since my father upgraded the computers in the house. 

Great.

It's a good thing I kept a few links in a draft post of mine! =w=
Speaking of draft posts, I have 88 of them. What? .-.


Here's something cool I found:

(Source: Link)


Mine is: Kaze no Stigma Shika.


Dear of the Wind - that's pretty cool. (⊙△⊙)


Fafrina's is: Kiri no Fukurou. Guess what that means? (  = 3 =)
Mine's cooler, though. Hahah.


Musheeroom's is: Ki no Niwatori. From what I know, "ki" means tree. But whatever. >.>


So, what's yours?

[end]

Nomiya-san! ♥

If you have read my post on the things I got at the AFKL 2012, then you must already know that I bought both seasons of Honey & Clover for the price of one.

Recently, I've been watching episode by episode of the anime, as opposed to what I promised myself I wouldn't do. EH.

Now I'm at episode 9 of the second season. AND. LET. ME. TELL. YOU.

H&C is by far one of the very best anime series I have watched. I love everything about it. 

But that's not the point. 

The point, ladies and gentlemen, is NOMIYA TAKUMI. 

Random questions from my sister's tumblr.

Cross out all you have done:

Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars. (Miniature scars from either falling, or scratching.)
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance. (Sometimes)
I have/had braces. (retainers)
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something. (Purposely or what?)
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel
I’ve been to Florida.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Ottawa
I’ve been to the Caribbean.
I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city. (Back when I was a kid and had to show directions to my house)
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star. (It was too fast T^T)
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.(As a kid)
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (No, but I want to)
I’ve slapped someone. (Very "gently" to wake them up)
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car. (Does a toy one count?)
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something. (Don't remind me.)
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone. (Define prank.)
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law. (Define law..)
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death
I’m afraid of dying. (It's more of an anxiety)
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before. (I was 8. But it's not because I wanted to do it. I was just wondering how and why. Blame TV!! And my overactive thoughts.)
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga. (Not obsessed... More like overly a fan of.)
I collected comic books. (I don't collect. But I used to buy.)
I own a lot of makeup.(Does my lip balm and powder count?)
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie. (I don't even know what that is..)
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing low key. (No, but THAT WON'T STOP ME! HAHAH! ._.)
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (My aunt once stole their chilli bottle, though.)
I open up to others easily. (If they're nice.)
I watch the news occasionally or always. (Only when it's about the news on NK)
I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair. (Once upon a time ago, when it was long...)
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well. (Define well..)
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
I would wear pajamas to school. (My PJs are appropriate, so it's cool.)
I like Martha Stewart. (I don't dislike her ._.)
I laugh at my own jokes. (= 3 = yes.)
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (Once, in Art.)
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (No, I know what I want to do (take care of my family and future husband and kids), it's just that what do I do before that is the question..)
People
..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
..called me fat. (In grade school. Cuz I was chubby.)
..say I’m skinny.
..have said I’m ugly.
..have said I’m pretty.
..have spread rumors about me.
..force me to eat.
..say I eat too much.
..say I eat too little.
Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise. (Define exercise)
I’ve fainted from exhaustion.
Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before. (When I was in grade school)
I’ve run away from home. (Yes. Ran all the way to my grandma's house not half a mile away.)
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.
Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits. (Does benefits include origami paper? Btw, Fafrina, thank you!! Aha.)
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. (My neighbor's cat.)
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back. (My neighbor's other cat)
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times
I regularly drink.  (WATER!)
I can’t swallow pills
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge. (Yes, when I was 9. A childish one, but one nonetheless.)

[END]

Synopsis of April 2012!

I've never been this drained and exhausted as I have been in this month. 

This was the month where the  sports activities took place, school projects meet their deadlines and where I'm torn between caring and entirely not giving a damn. 

This was the month where weeks were rough, yet days were vapid. 

This was the month of April. 

TWINKLE IS OUT!

Guys! Guys! Guys! TWINKLE IS OUT!! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

I checked!

First of all, sorry for not posting decent posts in decades... ><


And second of all, TWINKLE IS OUT!!

But what is twinkle, actually?

April's ending!

Sigh, it's been a full week since I've written anything. I afraid my blogging skills might rust at this pace.. -.-

This week was full of sporting events and plenty of other activities for me. 

We had our road-run practice on Wednesday and yesterday was the real deal. I didn't run, though. But what I DID do was help out at my club's stand. We sold two types of drinks (Ocean Blue - which was basically a mix of asam boi, lemons, and blue food colouring - and another drink which contained soya, bandung and cincau), keropok lekor and popias.

I think Ocean Blue was the culprit to what made my stomach so sick today. =A=

But! All went well yesterday. We sold everything! Including the 4 batches of our blue concoction. I got to play with this cute little boy while chilling around and selling things with a classmate and my clubmate. The fact that I didn't have to run a total of 5 kilometers was just a bonus. 

Got into a fight with Musheeroom... which would be considered normal.. but not this time. 
It's just that, I know I was wrong - and I admitted it! But she was screaming in my face, and I was confused and mad because of that, so I screamed at her, too, in the midst of the rainfall and crowd bustling for shelter. I don't handle things well when anyone yells or raises their voices with me. It's my weakness - unfortunately.

Now I'm tired emotionally and physically; emotionally, because of familial problems and because I was bothered by the fight with Musheeroom and a way to say "I'm sorry" without seeming stiff or awkward. Because I know that what I did was stupid, but at the same time, I feel somewhat a mixture of angering grief that she had to be so rough about it. I'm sorry, dammit!!

Huuh... whatever. Oh, and physically since I spent the entire day making triangle bases for the 3D origami piece that I'm working on. Planning on having it as part of the gubahan project that was subjected by my new uniformed units.

Ah, which reminds me! I dropped out of the fire brigade because I was so sick and tired of the drills we had to practice at EVERY SINGLE MEET and the fact that there was no other engaging activities other than burn in the sunlight.

But that's not the best part yet.

Even though I quit the brigade because I hate the drills, I joined my sport's team's marching team. WHAT.

From my last experience with the school's marching team - which I had acquired during my first year of high school - it's not very different from the drills I learn while in the fire brigade. So, why?!

Oh, and did I mention the fire brigade teacher is also the teacher for my sport's team, too?

Speaking of sports, the winner of the road run was team Jupiter - which is represented by the colour green.

Mars - Red. Mercury - Yellow. And finally, mine: Earth - Blue.

The few things that I like about being in the blue team is that the shirt is slimming. And I don't have to wear a singlet - unlike members of the Yellow team, aka, Fafrina. Muhaha.


Tomorrow's a school day. I haven't been to school for lessons since Wednesday.

 Didn't attend on Thurday because I had to help my mother translate her part of the apple product called Siri.. or something? Meh, I don't know. 

Spent the entire day, from the peak of dawn to near Midnight sitting in front of the computer screen, typing away like a zombie slave.

And then I convinced my mother I was in dire need of rest on Friday which resulted to my absence. Ehe.

Later that Friday, I went for a visit to the TTDI pasar malam with Fafrina, Musheeroom and a classmate of mine and her brother. We had a surprisingly great time. SURPRISINGLY. Fafrina gave me lots of food.. heheh. ( =w= )

Anyways, I'm off to complete the swan origami piece. And make something for my fungian-nicknamed friend. And do something about my stomach problems. And finish reading a piece of writing by a classmate of mine. And sleep. And hope that I will live another day tomorrow. And bye-bye.

[END]

  

Who broke the iPad?

This week ended in fair bliss. 

E----xcept for the fact that I got an injection, was forced to run a whole field in a long skirt, lost my pencil case and found out that the iPad was broken.

But other than that, it's all fine and dandy.