The exams are irking me, my room is irking me, my sister is irking me, I am irking me, THIS FONT IS IRKING ME.
Okay. Better.
I am feeling so very irritated at the moment, so stuffy too. I was fine mere minutes ago, all snuggled up in my comforting striped duvet, ready to study science for my exams tomorrow. But now. Now I am irked. I have been irked. I still am irked.
P.s. I love this word. Hahahahahaha ._.
I need another cold shower.
Yesterday, when I was irked -more irked than today- I took a cold shower and went to bed. The next morning, my heart was cooled. I want to do that, but if I sleep, then when will I study? OR maybe you could study now instead of updating yer stupid blog.
See? Now I am irking myself! My irked self is irking me. HEEEEELP.
My room is so stuffy at the moment, thanks to everything being moved into it because there are guests in the house - Tok Nyeh, my grandma, grandfather and my youngest aunt.
I like having them here, I really really do. HOWEVER. Why is my room the victim of all this junk! >A<
I have one more week to go before the exams are over and done. Until then, I don't want to see myself touch this computer. EVER. Lol, but there are other computers in the house.
I'm planning on devoting all my time to reading textbooks and reference books and making audio tapes out of them, then listening to them as I do other stuffs. Then complete every single one of the exercise books in the nearest bookshop.
THEN. Once my PMR is over, I. Will. Do. EVERYTHING.
Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars. (Miniature scars from either falling, or scratching.) I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance. (Sometimes) I have/had braces. (retainers)
I have more than two piercings. Embarrassment Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something. (Purposely or what?) I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I’ve had my pants rip in public. I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt. Health
I’ve gotten stitches. I’ve broken or dislocated a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I’ve had chicken pox. Travel
I’ve been to Florida.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day. I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Ottawa
I’ve been to the Caribbean.
I’ve been to Europe. Experiences I’ve gotten lost in my city. (Back when I was a kid and had to show directions to my house) I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star. (It was too fast T^T)
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.(As a kid)
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (No, but I want to)
I’ve slapped someone. (Very "gently" to wake them up)
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car. (Does a toy one count?)
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical. I’ve auditioned for something. (Don't remind me.) I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone. (Define prank.) I’ve ridden in a taxi. Honesty / Crime
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law. (Define law..)
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts. I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight. Death
I’m afraid of dying. (It's more of an anxiety)
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I have attempted suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before. (I was 8. But it's not because I wanted to do it. I was just wondering how and why. Blame TV!! And my overactive thoughts.)
I’ve written a eulogy for myself. Materialism
I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga. (Not obsessed... More like overly a fan of.)
I collected comic books. (I don't collect. But I used to buy.)
I own a lot of makeup.(Does my lip balm and powder count?)
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie. (I don't even know what that is..)
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate. Random
I can sing low key. (No, but THAT WON'T STOP ME! HAHAH! ._.)
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. (My aunt once stole their chilli bottle, though.)
I open up to others easily. (If they're nice.)
I watch the news occasionally or always.(Only when it's about the news on NK) I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair. (Once upon a time ago, when it was long...) I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well. (Define well..) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange. I would wear pajamas to school. (My PJs are appropriate, so it's cool.)
I like Martha Stewart. (I don't dislike her ._.) I laugh at my own jokes. (= 3 = yes.)
I eat fast food weekly. I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. (Once, in Art.)
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room. I’m really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.(No, I know what I want to do (take care of my family and future husband and kids), it's just that what do I do before that is the question..) People
..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic. ..called me fat. (In grade school. Cuz I was chubby.)
..say I’m skinny.
..have said I’m ugly.
..have said I’m pretty.
..have spread rumors about me.
..force me to eat.
..say I eat too much.
..say I eat too little. Eating
I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet.
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise. (Define exercise)
I’ve fainted from exhaustion. Family
I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve planned to run away from home before. (When I was in grade school)
I’ve run away from home. (Yes. Ran all the way to my grandma's house not half a mile away.) My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old. I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child. Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits. (Does benefits include origami paper? Btw, Fafrina, thank you!! Aha.) I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. (My neighbor's cat.)
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back. (My neighbor's other cat)
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times
I regularly drink. (WATER!)
I can’t swallow pills
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve plotted revenge. (Yes, when I was 9. A childish one, but one nonetheless.)
Today was a real fun day. But for some reason, I'm feeling as if I've fallen in an abyss of apathy. I don't want to talk or think, my appetite is lost and I don't know what I want to do. My head is blank and I feel absobloodylutely terrible.
Usually in times like this, I'll take a warm bath and take some time to recollect and soothe my nerves. Unfortunately, it turns out that the water supply is out so we need to be extra careful and use as little as we can.
So to get my mind out of this, I'd like to just answer some questions I found on tumblr. It's actually a 10-day meme thing, but whatever. I don't really care to follow rules anymore.
So apparently, based on the above scenarios, my birthday tells me that I am planning world domination with none other than this guy!:
Cute and fuzzy... >w<
Don't underestimate Tino, guys. He's a pretty badass country that could very much beat your sorry ass if he wanted to. >D
Hot and deadly.. (*¬*)
(Source: Link) The world shall be ours in no time! Muahhaha! ψ(`∇´)ψ
I did a bunch of other people's birthday too. For example, Fafrina-chan is apparently the slave of Eygypt (0_0) and Musheeroom is in fact, the sibling of Romano! So... Italy?
But there's one birthday that I find myself really envious of... and that, would be my youngest sister. According to the birthday scenario chart-thing above, my little sister is married to ....PRUSSIA.
I got a ton of things to do, but none of them makes me want to do them. =A= My solution?
Tumblr. >>Fastforward>>
As I was scrolling, I found random questions that look fun to answer, so here it is:
Random questions.
Bold it.
I am a male.
I am a girl.
I think I’m ugly.
I have many scars.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have 2 piercings.
I have a piercing in a place other than my ears
I’ve run away from home.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I’ve lost a child.
I've fallen asleep at school.
I almost always do/did my homework.
I've missed a week or more of school. (Maybe?)
I've cried from laughing so hard.
I've glued my hand to something.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I had a serious surgery. (How serious?)
I've had chicken pox.
I’ve had measles.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to United States.
I’ve been to Canada.
I’ve been to Mexico.
I’ve been to Niagra Falls.
I’ve been to Japan.
I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
I’ve been to Europe.
I’ve been to Africa.
I’ve been to Hawaii.
I've seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping. (As a kid)
I've played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I don't drink milk.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I've been in a play.
I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
I've ridden in a taxi.
I'm single.
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now. (Fafrina~ Call me T^T)
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I've cheated on a test.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve been in a fist fight.
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve smoked.
I've slept in past 2 pm.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
I've woken up crying. (I had such a sad dream at that time...)
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone dying.
I own an IPod or an MP3 player.
What is your favorite food? Not sure.
What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Hetalia: Axis Powers: Paint it white.
Favorite kind of sandwich? Anything without cheese, olives, mayo or the thousand island sauce. Presence of meat is preferable.
What is your usual bedtime? Whenever I feel sleepy.
Are you lazy?
Hell yes.
What is your Chinese new year sign? ...the Ox, I think...
Are you stubborn? Pretty much.
Are you afraid of heights? Quite.
Do you sing in the shower? Yes. I think I've successfully scared the crap out of my neighbours by doing that.
Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? About a year and 3 quarters-ish ago. For my ID card.
Hot tea or cold tea? Depends on the mood and weather.
Can you swim well? Well enough not to drown, I guess.
Do you want to get married? Yes. Now question is anyone want to marry me?
Whats your favorite color?
White. Also, Black. But I don't like mixing them together.
Do you get to sleep easily? Usually.
Do you like scary movies? If it's good, I don't mind. But I'd rather watch it with company than alone.
Do you like reading? Yes-ish. =3=
What book/books can you never get bored of? Novels: Aa+Bb (a Malaysian novel), Nobody's Baby But Mine, The Art of Breaking Glass. Manga: Psyren, Cat Street, (...etc.)
Are you listening to music right now? Yes.
Are your parents together? Yes. But they're arguing about fish. =A=
Have you ever had a near death experience? Not sure.
Do you get jealous easily? I guess..?
Are you scared easily? ...Sometimes.
Do you like day time or night time? I like early (seriously early as in the Sun's not even up yet) mornings or late-ish nights.
Do you want to lose/gain weight, or are you happy? I'd like to lose weight. T^T
How many tabs do you have open? I have 2 windows open. On one window, I have 7 tabs open and on the other, I have 4.