Before you continue, read the title above.
[MESSAGE START :: If you're the type of person who dislikes things relating to puberty and body works (?) and what not, I suggest you back away from this post. If you're okay with it, then go on ahead for all I care. -END MESSAGE-]
I knew I was right all along! I knew it! My buddy didn't believe it, but I still stuck to it to the end! And I was right after all!
See, it's like this, I've been like a tear-dropping machine since the start of the week. I don't know why, but at times during school, I suddenly feel my eyes start to water. Before I know it, I'll end up bawling like I'm on Oprah.
It's no help that both my best buds think I'm a soft crybaby. One thinks that I'm crying 'cause of what happened earlier or what they said, while the other keeps insisting that I'm a silly little sensitive crying bastard that has something big deep inside myself that I'm hiding.
It's no help that both my best buds think I'm a soft crybaby. One thinks that I'm crying 'cause of what happened earlier or what they said, while the other keeps insisting that I'm a silly little sensitive crying bastard that has something big deep inside myself that I'm hiding.
While they're too busy deciding the reason for my tears, I'm left being a victim to their maddening assumptions and angering accusations without the privilege to voice up.
Meanwhile, I, who know myself and my body all too well, got busy with my own search. I came up with the conclusion that these are probably due to my hormones going out of whack. At that time, I suspect that I would be having my period sometime soon because of these strange occurrences - you know, because people say that "the time of the month" makes girls go bonkers.
My theory was completely rejected from my buddies, with the reason that I already had my period earlier this month. I couldn't help but reluctantly agree with them because they had a good point.
But now... now, I am sure! Periods make girls go emotional! My theory was correct!
I've never really experienced something like that. It was just... troublesome. When you cry, snot will appear. Snot is troublesome.
But I think having an emotional break down is kinda better than being a total raging bitch every time that "time of the month" comes, no?
However, even if I say that, I still don't get how I cried over nothing. Also, I cried after a talk with my badminton teacher AND over the fact that my bud didn't want to accept the fact that no one has ever stole my heart. On the same day, at that!
I'll update more later. It's 3AM now. Goodnight.
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